Soldato
Im buying one outright. I've got a lot of mates in the motor trade so I can dig up work. I used to do it years back before my youngest was born and made a good living off it. My son was born with spinal problems so I sold up. Now the time is right to get back into it. I'm calling my old contacts and it's looking promising.
Good luck and i hope everthing works out. Maybe this is all a blessing in disguise and a push you needed to do something you enjoy more.