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How old are you sponge999?. If you don't mind me asking. Used to feel the same years ago when i first left home. Had my first bedsit & was almost suicidal beyond belief thru the loneliness. (Was never one who had confidence with girls at the time). Unlike you I had no internet to turn to. However things may feel now sometimes you just have to weather the storm & let time take it's toll. Not luck m8 just have to get on with life & eventually you will find your way to that partner/family life of your own. Just give life time. The beans on toast I once had for xmas years ago on my own, I'm sharing with you 



