I think trapped is not the term I would use, but I guess you could see it like that. I guess I didn't make it sound particularly appealing!!
I'm a positive person, never bother with negative stuff/what if etc - I just get on with my life but do feel there is more out there to experience.
I want to work hard for the next 10/15 years and be done with it. Go travelling once kids are older - if my wife wants to come, great, if not, i'm going myself!!!!
Off to Vegas with my mates in April next year - might just not come home!!!