Yucca said:snip
The melodramatic nature of your opening post is uncalled for and pathetic. It makes out as though your life is just terrible and that (Oh My God) isn't being bored and 'unconstructive' the worst thing in the world?!?!?! When you have no clue whatsoever and are indeed a very lucky individual.
I'm trying to remind you of that. If that's not constructive I don't know what is.