You are NOT a drug addict - a drug addict, craves intoxication from drugs - it may be poly drug use but they live for the high. Addiction f's your head -
Now you're DEPENDENT (well not properly and not anymore) on drugs meaning you need them to function.
ADDICTION is not just the craving it's the damage done to the family, crime - the suffering.
Dependence just make sure you've got it always like food, air or you rot
Someone goes down the drug using road and winds up on Heroin, it starts with addiction (mentally craving it) - just thinking "why not?" - Heroin addiction is sorta like being black or gay, you don't know what it's like unless you've been through it and Heroin addicts will do near enough anything for thier drug of choice - they cannot go into withdrawal (now withdrawal is dependence - you need it to function). My friend moved within england and is on methadone and his DDU SAID THAT HIS NEW DDU WILL HAVE THE PAPER WORK and he can continue Methadone maintence. However the DDU messsed him and he'd been 50hr without his methadone, he was on a mission for his drug. He was checking trains, coaches and even renting a car out so he can drive 150mi and score brown (as his Meth screwed up) then 150mi back up - he was lucky and he told his GP and show how it's illegal the GP said and gave him an "emergency dose" so he never had to spend a day driving (in wd which is more dangerious than a mod dose of heroin). The missions people will go on though. that is addiction+dependence......
Now I mentioned heroin because he has two other friends OxyContin and Morphine - now these are the same ish thing but NOT street drugs but for pain relief. Now a random 30 year old woman has an accident sadly and HAS to be on strong pain killers for years-forever. She's not a addict assuming she takes them properly - however she is dependent but again that person could "abuse" them and be both dependent and addicted.
Here's another ADD?ADHD - the person needs rit/amphet (stimulent) to function, used proper it's almost a "dependence" however it's common kids abuse them, making them addicts.
You have a "mental problem" and you're going to your doctor for professional advice - there's nothing wrong there, no idea why but everyone I seem to know has or are on anti-dps because they seem to be the first thing doctors prescribe. I think abuse potential and cost are why they are easy.
I personally dislike SSRI's a lot, I have actually known someones friend who killed themselves - from what I know you don't feel angry or depressed but YOU ARE!!! so people can smash up plates in temper but in thier head they are happy. - I am not 100% on this though. I am also NOT dissiing these meds because they can work wonders for people (who real need them which is the same for ALL meds)