19 year old commits suicide live on bodybuilding.com

fendi said:
because it is the misc section, anything goes. mods don't care there, rules are. no porn/racism/trolling.
Click to expand...

Actually I think you will find this is:
a) Has porn posted everywhere on it, I know where the nipples are! :o
b) Is some Daily Mail readers chat corner, racism comes with the territory
c) 50% of the posts here are trolls, you have people posting nonsense in seriousness because they're idiots, then people posting nonsense in reply because they're trolls.

The only rule here is don't say **** or ******. You can phrase the most horrendous sentences and paragraphs imaginable belittling any ethnicity or lifestyle you choose aslong as you don't say a naughty word.


Totally with the guy who would egg him on, being in a suicidal state and consulting the interwebs to give you self worth is an insanely bad idea. People who are that stupid should be cropped from the herd.
 
Last edited:
From BB.com:

Please, click here to retry in a few moments.
BodyBuilding.com experienced a significant power event at the data center facility. We are working to restore full access to all areas of the site

Is this power thing a coincidence or was the site shut down ?
 
What gets me is how the cops come arrive three hours later, throw some sort of white stick at him and then enter the room with guns drawn and "light him up" with laser dots before allowing the medics in and covering up the webcam.

He also left a suicide note on his computer. Seems like he was messed up in the head and wasn't receiving the help he needed to me.

To Whom It May Concern,

I am going to leave this for whoever stumbles across my bookmarks later on.
I hate myself and I hate living. I think that if someone who knows me
reads this they will know who I am. So I will leave this unsigned. I am
an *******. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never
change or never improve. I am in love with a girl and I know that I am
not good enough for her. I have come to believe that my life has all been meaningless. I keep trying and I keep failing. I have thought about and attempted suicide many times in the past. I used to think of my failure as some mystical way of telling me that I was really meant for something meaningful. The only thing I dread, besides the pain, is the way my family will suffer. I do not want my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me to kill myself. I never really had any plans of leaving a note. I thought that I would not be able to describe why I want to do this and I
am right. There is no way to tell you or anyone else why I dread every
new day. My father had such high expectations for me and tried to give
me every opportunity to improve upon myself. I let him down. I think
that I am a major disappointment to him. I have a job but I?m always broke
and I am in college but barely, I show up to class but that?s about it.
I want my life to end. I am tired of ****ing up everything. I am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I am tired of trying to be decent. I hope that someone finds this post and I hope that my parents know that I ****ed up not them. It is my fault I screwed up my own life.
The hate that rages within me, rages not for those I love so dearly or
those who have crossed my path.

This hate rages full force towards me and only me.

I have long forgiven those who've hurt me, but I have not and cannot
come to terms to forgive myself for the things I have done to myself, and
the things I've done to hurt those in my life.

You have all touched my life in one way or another, especially those whom I call family.

I cannot tell you how sorry I am for ending my life the way I did. I
hope that you can all find it in your heart to see it as way for me not
suffering anymore and that I am finally at rest with myself, for being at
rest with the guilt that constantly ate at me for so long.

Please forgive me all for taking my own life so early. I tried so hard
to fight against this strong battle. I have reached out for help so many
times, and yet I believe, I was turned away because of the things I did,
that it is a punishment I am willing to take, for I know that being who I am
has only brought myself and others pain.

I love you all and will forever live within the memories we created.

Forgive me.

Love always and forever,

As for my signature I will leave you with a quote so that if anyone
reads this they will know it's me, "Can?t feel pain if your dead? Just Saying"
Click to expand...
 
Azagoth said:
What gets me is how the cops come arrive three hours later, throw some sort of white stick at him and then enter the room with guns drawn and "light him up" with laser dots before allowing the medics in and covering up the webcam.
Click to expand...

The white thing was part of the door they broke down to get in, wasn't it? :confused:
 
Just read the suicide note myself, and it's very affecting.

I believe he, as most suicidals, felt very detached from society and tried to find comfort or familiarity amongst his family and peers (on the bodybuilding forum). When he came across as weak (crying wolf a lot with suicide threats) they picked or dismissed him. In his state, that's a sign of complete failure on his behalf as he's not thinking straight.

This really is a very sad case.

What made me even more sick was one of the quotes I found from the live chat :

"Called his fone and went straight to voice mail. Left message 'do it ***got.'"

Imagine his parents clearing his phone's voicemail after the discovery. I hope there is a hell and I sincerely hope that poster burns in it for eternity. I truly do.
 
G-MAN2004 said:
The white thing was part of the door they broke down to get in, wasn't it? :confused:
Click to expand...

Perhaps, but it seems that they still threw it:


The webcam was still streaming live footage of the teen's body as police entered the room. A laser-guided weapon was pointed at the body and an object was thrown at the bed.

Authorities then appeared on the video as they approached the teen's body, checked for a pulse, and covered up the webcam.
​

Source.

Interesting that there's no mention of paramedic staff at the scene; just cops with guns (erm... why?) :confused:

Typical Yanks; even when faced with the dead body of a suicide victim, they can't resist pointing loaded firearms at the guy.

I'm surprised they didn't taze him as well. Imagine the fun they could have had, trying to get him to "Stand up sir, or we'll taze you again!" :rolleyes:
 
with the amount of people "contemplating" suicide its no wonder people egged him on! if you really cant stand living and want to die get on with it, its annoying hearing hearsay and what ifs constantly.
 
Evangelion said:
Interesting that there's no mention of paramedic staff at the scene; just cops with guns (erm... why?) :confused:

Typical Yanks; even when faced with the dead body of a suicide victim, they can't resist pointing loaded firearms at the guy.

I'm surprised they didn't taze him as well. Imagine the fun they could have had, trying to get him to "Stand up sir, or we'll taze you again!" :rolleyes:
Click to expand...

How were they to know he was dead? Just because some people from the Internet said so?
 
Reminds me of that thing about a year ago, guy on some chat forum was egged on to kill himself, turned on his webcam and hung himself =/
 
Evangelion said:
Perhaps, but it seems that they still threw it:


The webcam was still streaming live footage of the teen's body as police entered the room. A laser-guided weapon was pointed at the body and an object was thrown at the bed.

Authorities then appeared on the video as they approached the teen's body, checked for a pulse, and covered up the webcam.
​

Source.

Interesting that there's no mention of paramedic staff at the scene; just cops with guns (erm... why?) :confused:

Typical Yanks; even when faced with the dead body of a suicide victim, they can't resist pointing loaded firearms at the guy.

I'm surprised they didn't taze him as well. Imagine the fun they could have had, trying to get him to "Stand up sir, or we'll taze you again!" :rolleyes:
Click to expand...

Maybe it was just because he was black. :o
 
First that **** they gave the asian girl and now this?

That forum sounds like a bunch of total ****ers
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Back
Top Bottom