Soldato
- Joined
- 27 Jul 2005
- Posts
- 13,302
- Location
- The Orion Spur
Be honest?
I've never really been part of the 'boys club' on here have I, never really made any friends through here, I know for a fact that gilly has never liked me even though I've tried in the past, I look at that list of moderators in the bottom corner and it's full of people that I know are not keen on me which makes it hard posting on here.
All I have is a bunch of dope smoking friends atm, I come on here asking for advice and I get the door slammed in my face, be honest for once and tell me here in public what is your problem with me?
I feel so alone right now, and the one place that I feel I can connect with normal people and I'm rejected.
If I had the courage to commit suicide I really would, there's no point any more to anything, everywhere I go I feel like an outsider, something is obviously wrong with me.
I've never really been part of the 'boys club' on here have I, never really made any friends through here, I know for a fact that gilly has never liked me even though I've tried in the past, I look at that list of moderators in the bottom corner and it's full of people that I know are not keen on me which makes it hard posting on here.
All I have is a bunch of dope smoking friends atm, I come on here asking for advice and I get the door slammed in my face, be honest for once and tell me here in public what is your problem with me?
I feel so alone right now, and the one place that I feel I can connect with normal people and I'm rejected.
If I had the courage to commit suicide I really would, there's no point any more to anything, everywhere I go I feel like an outsider, something is obviously wrong with me.