Are you in the care industry? If so, I don't blame you for hating your job. It's pretty rough to work in right now.
Thank you everyone for your replies, really nice to see other peoples experiances.
Hey Devrij, I dont work in the care industry. I work in the Welfare to work industry at the moment. My true skills are completely wasted here and i find less and less reason to want to perform -_-.
I honestly feel as if there will come a day I will just not come in. The company does not deserve the employees it has let alone new ones they brainwash into believing that they are actually helping people.
I do get one now and then I am satisfied to help but I go out of my way to get push those people into things they want to do.
If the company had its way with me, they would make me put every clientin bog standard 0 hour contracts just to get targets for them.
I dont want to push people into jobs that have no sustainment so I work my hardest to push them into careers that they can sustain and earn a living for an extended period.
However that does not necesarily meld with what leadership want as they just want targets now now now.
Needless to say I hit those targets.
Its just soul destroying, I want to strudy astro/aero engineering and I will do it there is no question. I just feel like every day here is taking a part of me >_> .
I have tried to have a positive mental attitude and I tell myself all the time there are people worse off then me, there are people in the world with nothing. Yeah cool story but I have ambition, and staying in this job is not growing me in anyway. Ive often heard the ususal " your better off then most people leaving uni as atleast I have a job" yeah sure I may be I have work experiance which gives me oppurtunities. How ever I also dont intend on wasting my time on a bad degree either.
Im just stuck moneywise. I will look into engineering apparenticeships at respective companys to give me a good view of what I can go for.

Just feel so O_o