Associate
I spent the first year or so after uni deciding what I wanted to do through research and observing other people. I decided upon a career as a data analyst because I've always liked looking at data behind subjects that interest me and finding interesting facts. In a more general sense I've never liked the idea of sitting at a desk all day, but I encountered people who would be going out and about to meetings etc all the time and thought I'd like to do the same.
Around 18 months later I landed what I thought was a graduate data analyst role. When the paperwork came through I saw the job title was a more mickey mouse sounding one and the job was basically just sending out reports. There were 3 others doing the same job who were all graduates but then one left around 4 months later and an 18 year old got promoted into that role which basically confirmed it was a mickey mouse job that anyone could do. On the plus side I went to external meetings around once a month, would have preferred more but it was better than nothing.
Admittedly I'd been a bit lazy with my job applications prior to that job, but once the 18 year old got promoted I started applying for jobs every day. Despite this I ended up staying for 2 years when I finally got offered a genuine data analyst job.
The downside was that it wasn't a client facing role, but it was a big company so thought that opportunity could come later down the line. Another downside was there were no other data analysts in my division so I had to teach myself everything without really knowing if I was doing it right or not.
My boss and many others considered me to be very good at my job though. Around 3 years later I was still a one man band so thought it was a good time to move on. I had an interview where I was told my technical experience was good but not so much on the insights side. I also had an interview for a more technical job but found it very uninspiring. I like writing VBA macros and don't mind SQL but find the more technical stuff pretty boring.
Later on that year an analytics director was brought in who then became my manager. I thought maybe that was an opportunity to develop and grow, but he turned out to be the boss from hell who did his best to keep me away from the work I wanted to do. I started looking for jobs again with no success.
After 2 years of working for him I moved teams and gave up on looking for jobs as I thought it wasn't a bad place to be stuck now I had a better manager.
2 years after that my manager left and I had another boss from hell. I started looking for a new job again and had on average an interview a month but no offers. It was mostly for companies in the same industry but as time went on I decided I wanted to move to another industry because I'd grown to resent the industry I was in.
Then 2 years later I got made redundant. 6 months of unemployment followed, but I had an interview almost every week. There was one week when I had 5 interviews.
Most jobs were in different industries but at the same time I was contacted by companies and agencies about jobs in the same industry and as I was unemployed I couldn't really say know.
The job I ended up being offered and taking was in the same industry. Fortunately the job is more insights focused and its not a bad company to work for. The problem is I have no interest in the industry which makes the job very boring.
I've been there just over a year. I decided to stay for at least a year because basically I was exhausted from years of constantly job seeking with no success.
What I do have though is the constant dread of going to work. I'm questioning what's the point. I've persevered, not given up despite knock back after knock back just to end up in a job I hate.
I'm now 40 and thinking what have I done with my life and what can I do to rectify that. Admittedly I did genuinely want the job at the company I worked at for 10 years in the beginning, but everything else hasn't really been my choice i.e. I stayed there for 10 years because I never got offered another job rather than wanting to stay for 10 years and I left because I was made redundant rather than resign and I'm doing the job I'm in now because it's the only one I've been offered.
I want to do something I genuinely want to do. My original career ambition hasn't really changed, I just haven't fulfilled it.
Around 18 months later I landed what I thought was a graduate data analyst role. When the paperwork came through I saw the job title was a more mickey mouse sounding one and the job was basically just sending out reports. There were 3 others doing the same job who were all graduates but then one left around 4 months later and an 18 year old got promoted into that role which basically confirmed it was a mickey mouse job that anyone could do. On the plus side I went to external meetings around once a month, would have preferred more but it was better than nothing.
Admittedly I'd been a bit lazy with my job applications prior to that job, but once the 18 year old got promoted I started applying for jobs every day. Despite this I ended up staying for 2 years when I finally got offered a genuine data analyst job.
The downside was that it wasn't a client facing role, but it was a big company so thought that opportunity could come later down the line. Another downside was there were no other data analysts in my division so I had to teach myself everything without really knowing if I was doing it right or not.
My boss and many others considered me to be very good at my job though. Around 3 years later I was still a one man band so thought it was a good time to move on. I had an interview where I was told my technical experience was good but not so much on the insights side. I also had an interview for a more technical job but found it very uninspiring. I like writing VBA macros and don't mind SQL but find the more technical stuff pretty boring.
Later on that year an analytics director was brought in who then became my manager. I thought maybe that was an opportunity to develop and grow, but he turned out to be the boss from hell who did his best to keep me away from the work I wanted to do. I started looking for jobs again with no success.
After 2 years of working for him I moved teams and gave up on looking for jobs as I thought it wasn't a bad place to be stuck now I had a better manager.
2 years after that my manager left and I had another boss from hell. I started looking for a new job again and had on average an interview a month but no offers. It was mostly for companies in the same industry but as time went on I decided I wanted to move to another industry because I'd grown to resent the industry I was in.
Then 2 years later I got made redundant. 6 months of unemployment followed, but I had an interview almost every week. There was one week when I had 5 interviews.
Most jobs were in different industries but at the same time I was contacted by companies and agencies about jobs in the same industry and as I was unemployed I couldn't really say know.
The job I ended up being offered and taking was in the same industry. Fortunately the job is more insights focused and its not a bad company to work for. The problem is I have no interest in the industry which makes the job very boring.
I've been there just over a year. I decided to stay for at least a year because basically I was exhausted from years of constantly job seeking with no success.
What I do have though is the constant dread of going to work. I'm questioning what's the point. I've persevered, not given up despite knock back after knock back just to end up in a job I hate.
I'm now 40 and thinking what have I done with my life and what can I do to rectify that. Admittedly I did genuinely want the job at the company I worked at for 10 years in the beginning, but everything else hasn't really been my choice i.e. I stayed there for 10 years because I never got offered another job rather than wanting to stay for 10 years and I left because I was made redundant rather than resign and I'm doing the job I'm in now because it's the only one I've been offered.
I want to do something I genuinely want to do. My original career ambition hasn't really changed, I just haven't fulfilled it.