Depressed?

[Justintime]

Well.. knowing GD i'll probably get flamed or told to man up etc.. but this is just a whinge i suppose.

Currently have no love life, all my mates have either moved far, in relationships or just plain not in contact anymore, have like one real friend with whom i'm going to Thailand with in August but thats about it and even he is in a relationship and lives a bit far but still we talk almost daily. I spent the last 2 years or so with my ex but am currently living back home and it feels so soul wrenching sometimes... especially at 27 , but i really want to save for a downpayment on a mortgage and renting will not allow that.

I've got a decent job, car etc.. but don't go out anywhere due to having no available mates and i find it hard to go it alone, i'm decent looking and have even tried online dating, i get interest but have actually not met anyone in real life yet. I'm kind of extremely shy as well, but once i know someone i'm very open.

Just hit me today as my parents are leaving for 3 weeks hols tomorrow, even though i'm at work most days.. its going to be a miserable time..

 

[Justintime]

I am not happy also, no friends (only had friends I saw in school, that was a long time ago got out in '97), live in a dump of a town in the middle of nowhere, no people here like me in any way, no GF now or ever. Moving very soon (I hope). I thought about killing myself more then once. Be so easy, I depend on a pacemaker, so I can just screw that up somehow. Just detaching the wire to my heart would end this P.O.S. life I have!!!

Mate.. as bad as i can get i don't think thats the answer to your problems. Really hope you're kidding.



I'll look into that salsa thing, going to the pub later tonight with another mate as i shouted him up and hes free. Yes i agree, i really need to get out more

 

[Justintime]

Cheers folks, feeling a wee better now about everything