Emotionally detached

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Ok a few years ago I used get worked up over anything and take every little comment personally so since I started college ive been tryin to let go a bit more. But recently I I think ive become too emotionally detached like I don’t care about my college work any more or whether or not I see my mates for weeks on end ok being chilled out about somethings is ok but I dunno im failing my college course and where I used to loose sleep I really couldn’t be bothered. Im just kinda worried whats gonna happen
just needed to get it off my chest

now that im writing this i know im worried but at the same time i dont really care its weird

 

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yeah i dont think i can get the grades i need to get into uni so i might retake my course next year

 

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I originally went to a college, but after I failed my AS's they kicked me out and I was let back into my old 6th form by the head. I struggled so badly with attendance but in the end I was one of a few who actually got half-decent grades, so they let me stay. It helps as the head of 6th form was my Geography teacher and i'm now doing Geography for a degree. I remember helping teach the others in my class when they went to do their resits.

over the last couple of moths my attendace has been terrible they'll let me backin college cause the head of my course says ive got the abilty just im too lazy lol