Wow what a weekend. Friday night went round hers, argument, saying i should get out the house if she doesn't want me because i wouldn't argue with her, then when i tried to leave she shut the door stopping me. Then met her saturday, she apologised, hugged etc, i went out with mates and spent sunday with her. Sunday massive argument, screaming in the street because i played pool with an ex and my mate, i mean proper going at it.
This lasted all the walk home until i eventually lost her and went home. She sat on a kirb near my house in the freezing cold waiting for me, i had to go out and take her home, so we made up kinda. Last night went around and stopped over, was ok, but was still angry, then my ex (her mate, kinda) asked for her number, i gave it her, when i said i gave her the number, she went angry that my ex had contacted me, so i just said i can't take anymore. About 7hrs of texts later, after saying i want her to change and i can't take it anymore, she's finally accepted that we're too different and that she can't be what i want.
Strangest thing is though, when i should be going "ok, fair enough, hope your ok,etc" I'm going "you can change, why not, i just want x,y,z and we'd be ok!"
I'm such a dunce!