Getting over a break up?

Wow what a weekend. Friday night went round hers, argument, saying i should get out the house if she doesn't want me because i wouldn't argue with her, then when i tried to leave she shut the door stopping me. Then met her saturday, she apologised, hugged etc, i went out with mates and spent sunday with her. Sunday massive argument, screaming in the street because i played pool with an ex and my mate, i mean proper going at it.

This lasted all the walk home until i eventually lost her and went home. She sat on a kirb near my house in the freezing cold waiting for me, i had to go out and take her home, so we made up kinda. Last night went around and stopped over, was ok, but was still angry, then my ex (her mate, kinda) asked for her number, i gave it her, when i said i gave her the number, she went angry that my ex had contacted me, so i just said i can't take anymore. About 7hrs of texts later, after saying i want her to change and i can't take it anymore, she's finally accepted that we're too different and that she can't be what i want.

Strangest thing is though, when i should be going "ok, fair enough, hope your ok,etc" I'm going "you can change, why not, i just want x,y,z and we'd be ok!"

I'm such a dunce!
 
yes u are a dunce. She won't change..not that she won't be willing to..just that u can't change ppl, she is *** she is..and u need to GET AWAY from her before she drives you insane!

shes agreed with u, now stop trying to get her back!
 
Oops! Guess i do think a lot of her, i'm backtracking already. Luckily she's not having it and saying she'd never change me and she is who she is.

Right, i've had so many people telling me to get away from her irl, meaning i feel like defending her. I gotta stop being so kind, James Bond must be turning in his grave.

Maybe beer will have the answer...dam i left it round hers! Dam you world!!!
 
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