Making an idiot of myself

[rossyl]

In the past few days i really have made a tit of myself.

I don't know what it is but I've just come back from travelling and it seems that now whenever I get drunk I just act stupid and really embarrass myself. On holiday yeah sure i did stupid stuff whilst drunk, but only occassionally to the same levels of embarrassment.

My latest one was to do with a girl. Where i got drunk, my mates girlfriend told everyone i fancied her...including her...I then got more drunk and apparently came onto her very very strongly and it was cringeworthy. She apparently replied with..lets be mates. But i persisted.

Now what's worse is that she is the only person starting this course I'm going to that i know, and for her i think it is the same. However, now it will be embarrassing to even see her let alone be in lectures and stuff. Worse still is that she'll be looking at me wondering when the enxt time i come onto her will be. I mean how can I play nice nice friends after doing that.

I've done various other stuff in the past few days as well. I do want a girlfriend and am really home that my desperation doesn't come out every time i have a drink from now on. also as for doing stupid stuff whenever i get drunk, maybe its because life is sooo dull back home.

I know this is the usual "I got so drunk last night etc.." I know I'm going to have to just grin and bear it...but sometimes you need to talk it out with other people to make yourself feel better.

So opinions please...

 

[rossyl]

i was actually thinking of pretending it never happened the next time i saw her...but that doesn't appear to be the general suggestion. Maybe a passing "sorry about the other night" passing comment??

As for growing up, i never intend to. Making people laugh is my "thing" i love to do it. Maybe I should be a comedian, not a solicitor! However, i think maybe i should not be getting people to laugh AT me.

And drinking too much...that was the only occasion when i was really battered and made a tit of myself, the other times i was not that drunk. Act in a more controlled manner i certainly do agree, but give up drinking no!

 

[rossyl]

Never apologise, it makes you look wimp and she probably thinks you're gay. Real men never feel sorry.

I sort of agree. Do you not think bringing it up 5 days later will make it seem as if I was thinking about it for ages?

The falling down stairs naked is funny, but the looking her up and down is hilarious!!

Haha.