Moving on

Soldato
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In musical times we met and laughed,
then were cruelly pulled apart.

For a time all was lost,
My feelings crushed, my spirit squashed.

Then you chose again to grace my heart,
And at a distance we met and grew.

Yet while I noticed it not things fell apart,
You broke my heart once more.

Everyday I think of you, I cannot sleep, I cannot work.

Everyday my mind thinks back, the mistakes I made, the dreams lost.

Thoughts of horrors untold cross my mind.
I miss you more each day.

And though you are wonderful, more wonderful than I knew,
My life must go on. Does the pain grow less each day?

It does not. Yet it will, and some day perhaps my thoughts of you will not be thoughts of love lost but of friendship staying true.

While to you I am long gone, to me you linger on. I cannot forget. But I can smile, I can grow, I can be happy.

We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye.

Have we not spoken in so long? You used to say you missed me. You miss me no longer, but know that I miss you still. My heart wishes for things that can never be.

Should I have realised that they never could have been? I cannot be what I am not. I am hurt. My thoughts run with "what if" and "if only".

But now I realise that some things can never be. Some things are not meant to be. Some feelings must be hidden. Some things said should never have been said. They will never be said again.

I will be happy again. But I will always miss you.
 
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