Need to rant..

[West]

So, i've just had to call an Ambulance for my Dad...

The complete idiot decided it was a good idea to take some pro-plus then on top of that, open the extra thick Domestos and give that a swig too..

Both him and my Mother havn't stopped arguing the past couple of weeks, I am in no doubt that their marriage is over... its been coming past few years, the arguing getting slowly worse because of my mums mental state. Shes accusing him of 'Playing Away' with certain females that openly solicit themselves, as well as with women at work i've tried not getting involved, but she is so wrong.. I know it.

I've come to the point where I dont want to be at home, and I just spend as many days at work as I can.. moving out isnt an option at the moment.. stupid car o) and to be honest if they decide to share the spoils, i'll have no home.. i've argued with my mum more than anything, because I honestly think she is in the wrong, her mental health is the issue, she suffers from Paranoia and obsessive behaiviour.

I'm 2 for 2 now with both of them, as my mother has OD'd on tablets in the past before, and I had to call an ambulance then, i'm so angry at him at the minute for the position he put me in and the way he was acting.. he was being violent towarwd me, My sister and my Mum... I hate him for what he was doing, I'm first aid trained for that sort of thing but the last person I expected to use it on was my own Dad. An hour ago i was ready to smash him one clean in the face..

As much as I wish I could move out, I can't i'm trying my hardest now to stay neutral, but with what has just happened, and if it comes round again I really dont know what to do, and if they split up where I am supposed to go..

Edit: I also appologise if bits of this dont make sense.. running on adrenaline atm lol

 

[West]

The first instance with my mother was a good few years ago now.. but I really dont know what she took, all I know is the ambulance came over and they took her to hospital and she had her stomoch pumped.

Last night my Dad was trying to proove a point with my mum, doing the same thing as it were.. the fact that she was accusing my dad of having an affair.. she was constantly asking for the truth, and my dad was being addimant that he wasnt doing anything, and in all honesty I believe him.

Luckily I stopped him from trying to throw up and the Ambulance was here inside 15 minutes, he didnt drink a lot of the Bleech so he didnt have to go into hospital..

Theres been no rows today, but I havnt come out of my bedroom yet, my dad is off work (First time in 3/4 years I might add) i'm also off to work at 2, so I seriously hope nothing kicks off whilst i'm not here..

 

[West]

I'm working but majority of my income goes straight into my car.. still have a loan out-standing on it..

 

[West]

Sorry to here that - sounds like a rough situation to be in. Don't think you could take some time out for a holiday or something?

Wonder if Fox will bother with the pig ignorant comment about your car finance on this one occassion. I'm hoping not.

Already planning to... got 2 weeks off in March, planning to do some stuff whilst i'm off. Althogh be honest, i'm starting to think Fox is right.. the bank loan still has another 2 ana half years to run... so I think when it comes down to being able to sell it and pay the loan off... i'll just get something else and start thinking about getting my own place. Because more cars will be open to me in the next year or so...

As much as I am comfortable, because to be honest I am.. my parents are happy for me to pay as much as I do, and the cash wouldnt be doing anything else if I didnt have the car, I have a social life so I think its just going to be a case of spending time away from the house when I can.. either working extra or just going out more.. and just hope that my mum can sort herself out.

 

[West]

you are quite young to have to deal with this, do you not have any other family you could move in with for a while, taking your younger sister too? I also think that you both could do with some counseling are you at college? they would have a counsellor.

I hope things work out for you and your family.

Nah...

I currently work full time shifts in a Call Centre.. (I'm 19)
Sister has just started a job as a secratary and already spends most of her time at her Boyfreinds.. (Shes 17)
Dad is full time Employed as well as having a part time job
Mother doesnt have a job..

I dont really wanna put this on any of the rest of the family, simply as most of them are OAPs, and the rest I barely speak to..

They're at home at the moment, i'm sat in work and my sister is at her Bfs.. so im hoping they're taking the chance to sort things out without getting to where they did last night...