Panic Attacks?

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Cuchulainn

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For the past 5 years I'd say, and about once a month, maybe sometimes less or more, I start thinking about death, about me not existing anymore, and it sends me into a massive, uncontrolled panic.

During those panic-moments I feel like I can't go on anymore, my heart feels like it's exploding, I sweat profusely and my brain goes haywire. I feel like banging my head against the floor to make it stop. It lasts for about 3 minutes.

That's the first time I've ever admitted any of that - and I wonder, what is going on? Are these panic attacks? Or am I losing my marbles? Because it worries me....does anyone else ever get anything like this?

I'm in my early 30's by the way. In a very sane and sensible job. And am a reasonably sane and sensible sort of chap.
 
Nitefly said:
There is no need for this to be medical.

I try to think of it like this - I have no idea why I'm here, I have no idea what will happen when I die and I am frightened of dying. However, I also recognise I'm very lucky to be a human and I plan to make the most out of this life that I possibly can. Don't worry about the future like that, enjoy the pleasures of life :)
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I like that attitude a lot. And funnily enough, it is how I try to live my life.

I think perhaps the intrinsic fear comes from maybe not being fully settled yet in terms of kids etc. Perhaps when that happens these odd events will stop.
 
jaybee said:
Not sure what you are expecting from the thread. The conclusion will always be to go see your GP. Try not to think about death. Keep yourself busy. Busier than now then you won't have time to think these thoughts. I lead quite a stressful rushed life and think that sometimes although I/we complain about this kind of life, it's what keeps you going; routine and being kept busy. Maybe you need to take up some new things etc?
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My life is absolutely busy and fulfilled in loads of different ways. I'm not one to be ill or moan about stuff and all that, far from it. That's why these episodes seem so odd and out of place, even to me. They happen only at night, when I'm finally laying in my bed.

As to what I was expecting from the thread, I'm not sure really. Some affirmation that I wasn't going mad, in a small, quiet, personal way, I guess :D I didn't mean to seem attention seeking or to cause grief if that's what comes across! Just not sure if they are panic attacks or anything worth doing anything about? Perhaps they're just part of being human...
 
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