I woke up at 11:30am (I slept for 12 hours, so what!
) and there was an envelope pushed under my bedroom door with the writing "Here is something a little extra, Love Mummy x x x".
So I open it and she had given me £500 to help me on my way to China and buy some things before I leave. I know it's not like OMGZ0R a LOT of money, but I was always taught the true value of money when I was a child.
If I was 16, I'd just jump up and down in joy but I can't help but feel guilty about it. I have 3 brothers and 1 sister and my mum raised all of us by herself whilst still working. When I was growing up, this would've been a hell of a lot of money.
So, to my suprise, it's upset me more than made me happy.
I know I'm going to live in China and she just wants me to be ok over there, but I guess I just feel like I don't deserve it.
Eurgh, horrible feeling.

So I open it and she had given me £500 to help me on my way to China and buy some things before I leave. I know it's not like OMGZ0R a LOT of money, but I was always taught the true value of money when I was a child.
If I was 16, I'd just jump up and down in joy but I can't help but feel guilty about it. I have 3 brothers and 1 sister and my mum raised all of us by herself whilst still working. When I was growing up, this would've been a hell of a lot of money.
So, to my suprise, it's upset me more than made me happy.

Eurgh, horrible feeling.
