what now?

[shifty_uk]

Hi All,

*Relationship thread

Well I've been going out with this girl for 2 years, I broke up with her a while ago, and have broke up with her a couple of times, never more than a day or two though, thought we were really in love, going to be together forever. Last night I found out that she had one of those profile pages one of those bad chavy sites, shes been putting naked pictures of herself on it, as well as non-naked ones, for all the boys in the world to see. Shes been rating boys, saying there beautiful etc, shes on that site saying that she drinks, and acting very chavy, which isnt the girl I knew for 2 years. I went through hours of crying last night, and after I found out about the site my mum had to restrain me as I was seriously throwing my head off my desk, punching myself....which I'm not proud of. Never thought I'd be doing it.

Basically, its not just the fact that I've lost the girl I loved for two years, done everything with, spent every day and night with, and now shes a completely different person, a chavy one, that puts dirty pics of herself on the internet. Its unbelievable.

I managed to get her back slightly though, I got my mum to phone her mum at 1 in the morning last night, to tell her about the dirty pics, damn was she mad!
This doesnt make up for the months of pain and anger I'm about to undergo though.

I never thought she would do anything like this, or anything like this too me. She always said that she never liked any guys, that she never sat on any websites, always told me to trust her, I was with her everynight and day, so I hardly expected it.
Well shes a dirty girl!

What should I do now? How should I get on with things? Everything I do reminds me of her. I've got no one, because she never allowed me to have any friends or anything, it was just me and her.

Thanks for reading, sry about the spelling and grammer, I'm pretty shakey, and can't think straight.

 

[shifty_uk]

The fact that she said for 2 years that she had no interest in other boys, had no interest in the internet. I think its wrong to put dirty pictures of yourself on the internet, and sit and pretend that you drink and that your chavy.

Its pretty sad, and shows what some people will do to be noticed. She also had another msn address behind my back for all these boys of hers from that site.

The site is full of chavs posing with there tops off, and shes sitting rating and saying that there beautiful, and getting the same back.

It hurts....a lot.
Shows that love is blinding.

I'm 17 btw.

I was always a pretty jealeous person, as was she, so her doing something like that to me.....its killing me inside!

 

[shifty_uk]

Thanks for the posts so far. It feels a tiny bit good, getting my feelings out.

 

[shifty_uk]

Thanks for that Overtonbliss, appreciate it

I thought the internet was full of badness, but seems to be no badness here!

At least with her gone, I can finish College and go to University.(which she wasnt going to let me do either)

Thanks again guys!