Thank you very much, I've been putting this off for over a year now and today should be a big step in a good direction.
I expect that you have spoken to your doctor/demertologist and know all the facts, you will have to go and have regular blood tests and will not be able to drink on these.
I wouldn't listen to the people who are calling you an idiot for asking on here as it is a hard choice as you will now have people asking you why aren't you drinking, why are you lips chapped all the time.
KaHn