How did you study it? I've seen a few book recommendations, I think it was 'Old Path White Clouds: Walking in the Footsteps of the Buddha'. Do you still practice meditation?
What I don't understand is how most of the population seem to unquestionably accept all mass just popped into existence, exploded and expanded, condensed into spheres of material, grouping themselves into solar systems, into galaxies and them ultimately the Universe, BUT then somehow some these balls of rock allowed the existence of organisms starting out as single cell beings, gradually evolving into creatures with a conciousness as intricate as ours.
Every single thing you see, every smell, every taste, every sound and every opinion, science says originally developed from a tiny point of expanding space. If anyone can legitimately say they can even begin to fathom this without their head exploding then I'll take my hat off to them!
I suppose until Science can prove how or why we ultimately came to exist and have concious thought, it won't be able to prove where we go when we cease to exist.
I started reading about Buddhism about 18 years ago. From there I started meditating twice a day, met with teachers from around the world. From the two schools of Zen (Soto and Rinzai), the four main schools of Tibetan Buddhsm (Karma Kagyu, Sakya, Nyingma, Gelug), the Pure Land tradition, Theravadin tradition and others. I studied under Dr Akong Tulku Rinpoche and met with Lama Jampa Thaye and others. I still meditate regularly, yes, and still consider myself a Buddhist though my experiences have vastly expanded on it over the years. But then again that's exactly what Buddha taught would happen lol
I have no issue with science, in fact Buddhism and science are decent bedfellows. I just dislike people who start shouting loudly about there being "proof" that all we see is all there is (until the next discovery which changes it all again...), meanwhile calling anyone who wishes to ponder alternatives an "idiot", "blinkered" and "foolish". Especially when they're telling everyone that science "fully" understands the nature of all matter and energy (tell that to a quantum physicist if you want to make them laugh out loud). It seems rather ironic to me.
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