Soldato
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I smoked everyday (here or there) for 2+ years in my teens, I won't lie. It was fun at the time but after a while I realized it was screwing with our heads. I've spoken to ex smokers and we agree its not a 'fun' day if you aren't high.
If we couldn't get any weed off our dealers then we'd be bored as hell really. We were all set to give up smoking it over one weekend where we'd buy an ounce and go camping. I pulled out relatively last minute as that seemed like a stupid idea. I gave up really easily infact and burnt my childhood friends in the process, I was always different in the first place.
A year ahead, one my friends proceeded to take harsher drugs, has been to a psychologist, has to take pills to control himself (dunno what). The other is okay as much as I know. Probably a little different but still going well.
Me on the other hand, whether it was the weed or not, I am fairly reclusive but disliking it a lot of the time. Socially inept mostly. Not sure if I came out worse then most of my friends or whether that was roughly the way I was going to turn out to be
I would turn back time if I could. Moderation is all people really need to know. People excuse weed as a weak drug, over time it really does mess with you.
Well i've been smoking for over 22 years now and i can't say that it has "messed with me over time" like you say. Maybe it's you man your spirit and will power is weak, who said with or without the drug you was going to be a superstar. Sounds to me like you may have some underlying problems. Did you take other drugs too?