I am pretty much burnt out I think
Having last week off the gym and eating like a "normal person" was just so nice, not having to worry about eating every 2-3 hours, and if I went most of the day without eating, not a single **** was given. Also, drinking again, was so nice, and not caring about how it's affecting my weeks lifting etc
Thought it would mean I was itching to get back this morning but nope, just couldn't be bothered. Made no food, had no motivation to make any food, and had a bowl of cereal for breakfast, which again, was just so much easier and satisfying than cooking for 30 minutes just to eat for the sake of eating. And now, because I've not taken to food, I'll probably not eating until I get home, but the thought of that, it's actually quite nice, almost a relief. It made me realise just how ridiculous the concept of getting lean then putting fat back on, rinse and repeat, actually is unless you're competing or really are 100% focused, and if you're not, why do it?
I think seeing how little I enjoyed the actual gym part of the meet on Saturday just shows I am completely burnt out and need some time off. Going to suspend my gym membership for a month or two, or for as long as it takes for me to get hungry for it again
I remember on Saturday we had a brief discussion about IIFYM and you mentioned that it's a lot better to stick to a clean diet.
I think the main thing that has made me keep it constant even though I have nowhere near your drive and determination (getting up on stage? never!) was that I never made is so thorough. Don't get me wrong, I probably skipped 20-25 gym sessions in 3 years and this was because I was on holiday at certain timesand there was no other choice but for the diet bit - I always took it less serious and found it much easier to stick to.
No 7 meals a day, just main meals + a snack and shake before bed +PWO shake and while I try to keep 70-80% of my daily intake clean I'll also have half a bar of dark chocolate, half a baguette with salami and cheese , peantu butter + jam on toast, half a watermelon or 2 beers for those 500 calories in the day that I'm much more flexible about. I found it helps immensely with the mental sanity and it doesn't feel like I'm making such a drastic effort when everybody around me eats absolute ****.
I am now about 2 weeks of hard dieting from 10% bodyfat and after that I simply aim to maintain it while slowly lean bulking. See LiE for reference in terms of definition - that's where I want to get a maintain.
Also a good article on the lean/bulk bit
http://www.t-nation.com/free_online...=3264A5714BA0273BA19D43A96D3BA0A2-mcd02.hydra