Do you think of killing yourself often?

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I think of strapping a bomb to myself, running into a busy area and shout allah akbar, every day.
 
pingwing said:
No, a girl smiled at me on the train home this evening which game me that extra spring in my step. Then she was staring at he as I strolled off home so I either gave her a good impression, a very good impression and she's a bit needy or I came across as a stalker train guy.

Lesson learnt, don't dwell on the potentially negative things and blindly believe she wanted me, but not so much that she's going to sit out side my house and wait for me...
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She smiled out of fear, then she was looking to see if you were still staring at her.

You stalker you!. :p
 
I used to in my 20s. I think that's pretty typical for ones 20s though.

Cheer up though. Life isn't really that grim. Do more of what makes you happy and less of what makes you feel all Livejournal.
 
robgmun said:
I'm not trolling, i genuinely think this way. You've been given this amazing gift of life and people just want to throw it away?? It's ****ing abnormal and sickening
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Drama queen much? "You've been given this amazing gift", not everyone wants this amazing gift of life though! Its not like we have a choice is it.
 
Tikkabhuna said:
Do you think about it because you don't want to live or because you wonder what would happen?

I've looked over a high balcony and wondered what the damage would be if I jumped off. Not a particularly nice thing to think about.
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This. I've randomly thought about it wondering what would happen (damage etc.) but never because I don't want to live. Ever.
 
If you life sucks, it's mostly likely because you made it that way! Fate/luck/misfortune is only responsible for some of your life, if you don't do anything to make the bad better then you have only yourself to blame.
I know I used to feel **** about stuff so I did something about it and it's within everyone to sort that, be it just exercising so your not fat, or helping others to make your life more fulfilling, and last but not least if your superficial making money however you can.

A saying I always think it pretty true is...

Life is not easy if it was it would be boring! (make a good point, who plays computer games on the easiest level and enjoys them)

Considering you were given the gift of intelligence, consciousness, and being human on as far as we know the only planet with thaat ability which is probably less likely than winning the lottery 1000times in a row, you should count yourself so insanely lucky that every second on this earth, the one chance you get, is precious.
I agree with Rob that wasting that is insanely pathetic.
 
robgmun said:
I'm not trolling, i genuinely think this way. You've been given this amazing gift of life and people just want to throw it away?? It's ****ing abnormal and sickening
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******* abnormal and sickening? Remove your head from your arse. That's not fair on the people who really ARE in lifes gutters, physically and mentally abused, perhaps homeless etc. etc.
From the sounds of it, you have NEVER been in a position that low and I doubt many, if any of us have ever been in a position that low to warrant saying whether its right or not because I/we can only imagine that it would be a horrible way to live.

My mum's a psychiatric nurse and although she can't disclose "stories", some of the things she has spoken about to do with her patients are something I could never imagine experiencing and I can imagine that it would certainly make people feel like ending their lives.

People who do it for attention, sure, those people are abnormal, but not those who are TRUELY at the lowest of lows.
 
Tomcat825 said:
People who do it for attention, sure, those people are abnormal, but not those who are TRUELY at the lowest of lows.
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I would have to agree and retract what I said to a certain degree within this context, people who have become mental scared from abuse are an exception as they cannot help being physically changed by another person, what annoys me are people who wallow in self pitty and then blame it on depression.
 
well the last time this crossed my mind I was a teenager and it "was hip at the time" to be slightly depressed (Cure, Sisters of Mercy, Joy Divison etcetc) plus the usual hormonal imbalances you are confronted with.
No this question doesn't even remotely crosses my mind.... I even have stopped smoking 5 years ago.
 
Life can be very hard to live. Day to day problems, family issues, personal issues. Think hard and long. Life is what you put into it. Light at the end of tunnel is possible. Been there and done it. My gorgeous daughter keeps my heart ticking.
 
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I sometimes feel that life is ultimately fleeting and essentially pointless and from time to time I question the necessity of my continued existence but actually contemplated doing myself in? only once a very long time ago.
 
The only time killing myself enters my head is in work. There's a couple of oldies work there and when an real old tune comes on the radio that they love we have a joke where we tell them, that's the sort of tune you'd hang yourself to. We have a mock noose that sits above the radio as well.

As for actually thinking about killing myself for real, I wouldn't entertain the thought of it.
 
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