Rubbish or not, it is also it wasn't a diagnosis but that's fine if you want to assume it is.
Anyway thoughts on death:
I find (or have found) that it's a dark thing to think about because the answer to the whole thing is that really there is no point to life, at least not an apparent one. We hope that there may be something after we die hence religion and hence it being described as "opiate for the masses". So you have children? They'll remember you when you die, so will their kids and maybe their kids too but eventually your name will fade away with time unless you do something great. But even then what happens when the sun explodes and Earth is annihilated the human race is finite and will die eventually. Sure we'll do things to prolong ourselves for as long as we can but we must end and everything that I do, you do and all of us do will be forgotten.
and this is why I don't like to think about it
Thoughts on peoples reaction:
Immediate family will probably be quite upset, maybe a few friends however I'd love to see some of the friends who aren't really your friends but people you knew for some time who would come out all upset. Saying nice things about you when in real life apart from when you bump into them they were barely your friends and didn't have much time for you (I'm not spiteful about this, you only really have a select few good friends). A girl at school who was very ill all the way through died in the final year barely anyone knew her really because she wasn't there often and maybe had 1 or 2 real friends from school. Well when she died it was as if everyone was her best friend she was this and she was that. I get it, it's awful that she died and she was a part of my year group and I had spoke to her a few times and it's sad she died at such a young age. But the way some people went on about it I honestly think they did it for attention themselves. Maybe I'm being very cynical.
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