Anyone had a childhood girlfriend who you never got over?

When I was 3 years old my best friend was a girl. I spent all day with her and we used to kiss in the pram. Looking back, I suppose these were our glory days; days spent poo-ing and vomiting together, crying for no real reason, and attracting the coos of wide eyed simpleton adults. But we took all this in our stride because we were in love and it was beautiful.

One day at play school we were playing with bricks with the teacher and the game was boring me, and then she looked at me and smiled - the teacher, that is - so I grabbed her and kissed her. It was amazing, I had no concept that she might reject it or anything, no hesitation, it was just natural to me that if she smiled then I should kiss her. Anyway I got sent to the naughty corner for doing it by the teacher and I started crying. My 3 year old girlfriend was devastated.

She left and moved to Ireland when I was 4 and I saw her again when I was 11 or something but I didnt speak to her. She left me with her goldfish that I looked after until I was 16. So in my room I always had a reminder of her and I only infrequently still talk to it.

I am certain this experience has ruined my love life now as an adult. Its like I'm in search of an identical replacement for her and am considering moving into student accommodation so I can wife someone, anyone really. I just want to love again like I did when I was three years old.
 
This is how that adult baby fetish starts isn't it? Where you end up as a 50-year old fat bloke in a massive nappy coo-ing and ****ing yourself?

Get yourself some counselling for Christmas :p
 
[FnG]magnolia;25483187 said:
When I was 3 years old my best friend was a girl. I spent all day with her and we used to kiss in the pram. Looking back, I suppose these were our glory days; days spent poo-ing and vomiting together, crying for no real reason, and attracting the coos of wide eyed simpleton adults. But we took all this in our stride because we were in love and it was beautiful.

One day at play school we were playing with bricks with the teacher and the game was boring me, and then she looked at me and smiled - the teacher, that is - so I grabbed her and kissed her. It was amazing, I had no concept that she might reject it or anything, no hesitation, it was just natural to me that if she smiled then I should kiss her. Anyway I got sent to the naughty corner for doing it by the teacher and I started crying. My 3 year old girlfriend was devastated.

She left and moved to Ireland when I was 4 and I saw her again when I was 11 or something but I didnt speak to her. She left me with her goldfish that I looked after until I was 16. So in my room I always had a reminder of her and I only infrequently still talk to it.

I am certain this experience has ruined my love life now as an adult. Its like I'm in search of an identical replacement for her and am considering moving into student accommodation so I can wife someone, anyone really. I just want to love again like I did when I was three years old.
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It's poetry.
 
My first best friend was a girl when we were three as well!

No hanky panky, however there was definitely some kind of non-sexual mutual attraction. Kids are still capable of having physical attraction even though there aren't any sexual feelings.

I bumped into the same girl about 6 months ago and she is absolutely gorgeous, the moment I saw her it's like it all made sense. Can you imagine 20 years accumulation of sexual energy suddenly awakening and bursting to be unleashed? Unfortunately I was there with my mum because she had to go give something to the girl's mother because our mothers are work colleagues. But man I was ready to rip my clothes off and leap at her. Sadly I've been out of her life too long I don't think there's anything there for me.
 
seriously no again.. asim18 no... just no. Saying stuff like that will just make your character whiteness sound like an idiot when you are up for the rape charge.

3 years old..
 
Too busy playing with my FisherPrice space explorer and pooing on the floor to worry about silly little things like girls.

Edit: at that age.
 
When I was 3 years old my best friend was a girl. I spent all day with her and we used to kiss in the pram. Looking back, I suppose these were our glory days; days spent kissing, hugging, touching. We were young and free and adventurous! Some of the other toddlers thought we were committing crimes but how can you commit crimes against love? We were 3 and our chemistry was like nothing we'd ever experienced, our looks longing, our yelps of pleasure vibrant and loud. We took all this in our stride because we were in love and it was beautiful.

One day at play school we were playing with bricks with the teacher and the game was boring me, and then she looked at me and smiled - the teacher, that is - so I grabbed her and kissed her. It was amazing, I had no concept that she might reject it or anything, no hesitation, it was just natural to me that if she smiled then I should kiss her. She didn't pull away so I raised my podgy little arm and held her chin as forcefully as I could, directing her gaze to mine. I knew I had her. I knew I had to have her.

"Take me to the potty area!" I told her. She nodded, glanced at the other kids and was about to say something. "No time. I need to nap in 10 minutes." She nodded and we stole off into the darkened toilet area.

It was incredible. Short but incredible. Anyway I got sent to the naughty corner for doing it by the teacher and I started crying.

My 3 year old other girlfriend left and moved to Ireland when I was 4 and I saw her again when I was 11 or something but I didnt speak to her. She left me with her goldfish that I looked after until I was 16. So in my room I always had a reminder of her: skeletal and eyeless, much like she will be soon. I know where she lives, of course, and I've planned the journey, the method, the result. I think of it about thirty or forty times a day. It leaves me breathless with excitement.

I am certain this experience has ruined my love life now as an adult. Its like I'm in search of an identical replacement for her and am considering moving into student accommodation so I can find someone, anyone really. I just want to love again like I did when I was three years old. But this time she won't leave me. The next one won't leave me, I promise myself.

I won't let her.
 
I can't remember life at age 3.

However I happened to go on to my old secondary school website (school looks fantastic compared to when I went to it) yesterday and thought one of the teachers looked familiar until I realised it was a girl I had went out with 20 years ago. Not really the same as my heart forever pining after my nappy wearing, bib stained childhood lover but it brought back a few memories for me.
 
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