Happiness.
I have become an obsessed monster wanting as much money as possible. I have too much of it, don't know what to do it with it, don't have anything to spend it on, have no friends, no social life, I just wanted to make as much money as possible as I loved the thrill. And no matter how much I have, enough is never enough. I would not wish this on anyone as it's a horrible obsession to get into bordering on a sickness.
go do a bunch of awesome **** with no rworries an meet some cool peopole for the next year.
It's not the wealth that makes me sad. It's the obsession that enough will never be enough.
then go get therapy if its negatively affecting your life