Any debt to me I feel as pressurising, if it's so important to those who think I have more money then sense or whatever, I inherited my monies I would like to see it go to the right place...
There is some solid advice here thank you, I don't understand the venom aimed in my directing but could ask you to stop?
Anyway, when I get chance I will clear the card.
I think I see where this is coming from. The £40k inherited money is special, almost a talisman, and you don't see it as available for day-to-day use.
If so, my advice is to lock that £40k figure firmly in your head as inviolable short of the kind of use that's "legit", like a deposit on a house. However, in the short term, lend yourself the £1500 and clear the card. But treat it as if you'd borrowed it from the worst type of loan shark, and if you don't refill to £40k in the period you promised yourself, a couple of large thugs are going to break your legs.
Forget holidays. Right now, you can't afford it without breaking into money you don't want to touch. So, put everything non-essential on hold, give up eating out, etc until the £40k is repaid, then sit down either with a sheet of paper or excel, and do an annual budget. You know your monthly income, you know regular outgoings, like rent/mortgage, gas, water, council tax, etc, so put them in.
Then, list expected annual events like car insurance, etc, and add a monthly provision to cover that. Add in a provision for everything irregular, or annual.
Then, add a modest contingency provision, and budget monthly for that.
Once done, you'll have a far better idea of what's available for indulgences, like holidays, etc.
Of course, this is all just my priorities but my opinion is to keep credit card balances as low as possible and paid off monthly. If they get out of zero balance, and then you hit a disaster, like your employer goes bust, or health problems cost you your job, or any number of other negative scenarios, then credit cards can be a real pain, very quickly. I've seen all sorts of messes, up to an including suicide, because people thought they could cope with outstanding card balances and then life dumped on them from a great height and card balances went from manageable to a massive millstone very quickly.