Not really. You just need to drive your car for a few minutes to see how many unspeakable bell ends there are. Would I wish death on them, no but would I care that they died eventually for whatever reason? No, just like many people dont care that millions of people die every day.
So you've died and a small child who could have had a matching life saving organ from you dies too, directly because of your despicable selfish attitude, how you can try and justify it is beyond comprehension.