Nearly lost so much money on Forex. Was £100 down with 9 open trades (x10K). If resistance was breached couldve lost hundreds. Waited all night then there was a massive crash and I actually made money. £60 up with one extra trade. I actually have a part time job in a shop 3 night a week(traded at work tonight). I want to retire when I get 300K and get a cheap mortgage for a small house up north.
Please be careful. Sounds like you have a lot to lose.