I spent the weekend considering whether I should/would go to Ukraine. I was driving all day Sat and Sun so had plenty of time to mull things over.
Last week my friends in Kyiv got married, yesterday my friend posted a picture of one of the ladies that attended his wedding. Last week she is having fun, this week she's at the side of the road with a gun slung over her shoulder. The gun is pretty much as long as she is tall.
I have kids, soon to be a grandfather and have a business. Do I leave it all behind to fight someone else's war? Because of my commitments at home, am I using them as an excuse not to go? Do I wait until the fighting is on my doorstep before acting? (no, I'm not suggesting ww3, just contemplating at what point would I act?) Would I look at my family in distress, knowing I could have at least made a stand but decided to run?
With no training other than a few years in cadets 20 years ago, I'd most likely just get in the way and get myself or others killed.