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Ok So this thread was prompted by a smill disclosure in the Star Wars themed Chair thread.
Ok - I'm about 180KG's.
Yep you read that right.
One Hundred and Eighty KG's
That's more then some of you lift. And I walk about carrying that everyday.
So step 1
Root Cause - Why are you such a fat *******
I could say all the cliche's - I've tried fad diet's, I did gym etc etc
Truth is since finishing school all my job's have been desk based. And my diet was crap.
Last year I made a massive effort for my brothers wedding and dropped down to 21 stone - ok still not the 13-14 I see people say on here, but hey it was a lot of weight. I ate well, i exersized well - I was as seem's to be the saying 'On point'
I did carry on after the wedding for abit
Then I made one of the biggest mistakes, I went to see my biological dad. Why is that a mistake you might ask?
Well after almost a year of hard work, clean eating and exersize the first word's out of his mouth were 'You've not lost any weight at all you look fatter then ever'
Gee thank's. Show's how much attention you've paid to me as your son.
So that totally erased any thought's that I had that I'd made a change and people could see it.
Yes people in work had said it, and it had been mentioned at the wedding extensively - but for some reason this one comment from a (now) insignificant low life really hit me hard.
First thing I did - Massive £18 Macdonalds binge, and then spent 30 minutes throwing it up.
Then my housemate dropped them bombshell - he's moving out and ending the rental.
Yeah so thing's normally come in 3's - ther was 2. Were was the 3rd?
Well thankfully there was no 3rd.
I've dealt with 1 and 2 as well - removed the offending person from my life and bought my own home.
So that bring's me to now.
Ok - I'm about 180KG's.
Yep you read that right.
One Hundred and Eighty KG's
That's more then some of you lift. And I walk about carrying that everyday.
So step 1
Root Cause - Why are you such a fat *******
I could say all the cliche's - I've tried fad diet's, I did gym etc etc
Truth is since finishing school all my job's have been desk based. And my diet was crap.
Last year I made a massive effort for my brothers wedding and dropped down to 21 stone - ok still not the 13-14 I see people say on here, but hey it was a lot of weight. I ate well, i exersized well - I was as seem's to be the saying 'On point'
I did carry on after the wedding for abit
Then I made one of the biggest mistakes, I went to see my biological dad. Why is that a mistake you might ask?
Well after almost a year of hard work, clean eating and exersize the first word's out of his mouth were 'You've not lost any weight at all you look fatter then ever'
Gee thank's. Show's how much attention you've paid to me as your son.
So that totally erased any thought's that I had that I'd made a change and people could see it.
Yes people in work had said it, and it had been mentioned at the wedding extensively - but for some reason this one comment from a (now) insignificant low life really hit me hard.
First thing I did - Massive £18 Macdonalds binge, and then spent 30 minutes throwing it up.
Then my housemate dropped them bombshell - he's moving out and ending the rental.
Yeah so thing's normally come in 3's - ther was 2. Were was the 3rd?
Well thankfully there was no 3rd.
I've dealt with 1 and 2 as well - removed the offending person from my life and bought my own home.
So that bring's me to now.