I honestly thought this thread would have died a death by now.
I went to the doctor's this morning and said I want to talk to someone about anxiety.
Within 10 seconds, no exaggeration she started asking me if I'm depressed. I said no I'm not depressed, I've been depressed before this isn't it.
And just from then she was just acting like I was calling depression anxiety, she kept cutting me off and in the end prescribed me citalopram and told me to ring some number to arrange to talk to someone.
I can appreciate that doctors are busy and while some 25 year old man sits there and says he gets a bit edgy from time to time someone could be sat in the waiting room with an aneurysm that's about to rupture but still.
Another thing I've noticed lately which I think will apply to a lot of people on here, I don't come on much any more but I know a lot of people are quite techy and like their sciences and whatnot, sorry to generalise there but bear with me.
The thing that tipped me over the edge and pushed me to make this thread was that freelance work I was doing, which was to find the answers for all the questions in this new A level maths textbook.
I haven't done maths in ages and I've been out of anything remotely scientific for a couple of years now, I write scripts and work in media now.
So anyway I was doing this maths and while the stress of it all was probably the major thing, I found myself thinking in absolutes, like this has happened therefore THIS is definitely going to happen, everything was black and white. I found myself looking at shapes and numbers and adding them up etc. just because that was my routine for a short while.
Normally on the tube or whatever I'll look at people and try and guess things about them, create back stories or something whereas instead I was adding up how many stops there were left and stuff.
As soon as I noticed that I was thinking like that, I calmed down immediately, it was like instant relief.
I've wound myself up again in bits since and like I say I think that's only a contributing factor but some people on here sound like they could do with thinking about their thought patterns, and not just "I need to stop thinking like...." but engage in a different mental activity that isn't playing games or something.
Try doing something, anything for artistic merit and see how you feel. I write all the time and it works for me.