right ok get a coffee put your reading glasses on you older people with experience you! 
you guys confitable? good! if not tough
Right heres how it goes
on ye olde week of easter i took an extra day off to return a TFT to my old company as i bought it through them so it was getting RMA'd through them. Now i worked there from June 2004 till Feb 05 and in about July 04 i started seeing a girl that worked there, so we don't get confused. her name is Kelly.
Now it carried on and was going very very well for both of us until i left the company then problems arose, i couldnt drive, she lived miles away both work different days and hours so therfore - split decision and that was the end of it.
Now one thing i learned of when i was with her, she used to cut herself.
Now some of you may also remember when i started going out with Megan, a wonderful girl that works next to me, now you no when you go out with someone and you feel that "spark" (if thats a way to describe it) well i felt that with Megan, but due to stress in her life and mine aswell we decided to stay "friends" and that was a fair while ago now, (just before christmas).
Now this is where it gets confusing, who remembers the thread i made about when i saw my ex girlfriend at my old company, that she told me she wanted to get back togethor, and i saw her once out of work and finished it with the girl i was sort of seeing and have been with kelly since.
Now this is where it gets REALLY confusing, Kelly lives miles away, and because of the hours and days we both work, we barely see each other (once a week?) but text and talk a lot on the phone.
Now Megan has recently started texting me CONSTANTLY outside of work, and we get on really well during work aswell, and shes been dropping hints and things, and i've just fobbed her off, but remember what i said about the spark i feel with Megan? i can still feel it,
ok so the Major dilema
I want to be with Megan, she lives down the road it'll be a lot easier than it is with Kelly,
Kelly relieves stress with a knife, never slit her wrists but hospitalised herself once a few years ago, and im terrified of what she might do if she finds out that either
A) I leave her
B) She finds out i've left her for another woman
i would like to no what people advise and if you need more explaining please feel free, im gonna be up for awhile on this. and very confused on what to do plus how to handle things as things like self harm has always twinged something inside that i don't like.
you guys confitable? good! if not tough
Right heres how it goes
on ye olde week of easter i took an extra day off to return a TFT to my old company as i bought it through them so it was getting RMA'd through them. Now i worked there from June 2004 till Feb 05 and in about July 04 i started seeing a girl that worked there, so we don't get confused. her name is Kelly.
Now it carried on and was going very very well for both of us until i left the company then problems arose, i couldnt drive, she lived miles away both work different days and hours so therfore - split decision and that was the end of it.
Now one thing i learned of when i was with her, she used to cut herself.
Now some of you may also remember when i started going out with Megan, a wonderful girl that works next to me, now you no when you go out with someone and you feel that "spark" (if thats a way to describe it) well i felt that with Megan, but due to stress in her life and mine aswell we decided to stay "friends" and that was a fair while ago now, (just before christmas).
Now this is where it gets confusing, who remembers the thread i made about when i saw my ex girlfriend at my old company, that she told me she wanted to get back togethor, and i saw her once out of work and finished it with the girl i was sort of seeing and have been with kelly since.
Now this is where it gets REALLY confusing, Kelly lives miles away, and because of the hours and days we both work, we barely see each other (once a week?) but text and talk a lot on the phone.
Now Megan has recently started texting me CONSTANTLY outside of work, and we get on really well during work aswell, and shes been dropping hints and things, and i've just fobbed her off, but remember what i said about the spark i feel with Megan? i can still feel it,
ok so the Major dilema
I want to be with Megan, she lives down the road it'll be a lot easier than it is with Kelly,
Kelly relieves stress with a knife, never slit her wrists but hospitalised herself once a few years ago, and im terrified of what she might do if she finds out that either
A) I leave her
B) She finds out i've left her for another woman
i would like to no what people advise and if you need more explaining please feel free, im gonna be up for awhile on this. and very confused on what to do plus how to handle things as things like self harm has always twinged something inside that i don't like.
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