doesnt help listening to my gf's songs, which she sings all the time, probably just running me down.
well it was all going well and it still is supposebly, she came to mine not so long back, and then i went to hers, and she was very ill, so i kept my distance not being to clingy, and she thought we were being more of close friends than the bf/gf thing, and i assured her i didnt want it like that.
and i asked her last night if things were going badly, and she said not at all. she just felt since last time we met it was more close friends than bf/gf and i said i cant change that until i see you again her living 20mins away on train.
but i think im being the fool and thinking its bad when it probably aint, 1 hour phone calls everynight before we go bed, and 60-80 txts within two days?