Some of you might remember last week I posted this thread http://forums.overclockers.co.uk/showthread.php?t=17567803 Well I’m at a crossroads now, my depression got so bad yesterday if I could have found the sleeping pills I had here I would have taken them no questions asked. Last night I was reading a website that really went through what depression was and what can be done to cure or ease it, it really helped, I can see now that is there any point me running back to my old place just to get some relief or should I really stick it out here and fight this, I mean make an effort to go to a doctors and get Psychiatric help. In the mean time I can look for another property, I was depressed at my old place but not this bad, today I don’t feel to bad right now, been out all day, went from going to fight this to, I give up again back to, not feeling to bad. I have to tell my old landlord tomorrow if I’m not moving back, and I just cant make a decision, one part of me says go back you will feel better, other part says no stay here and fight. Anyway if you got this far thanks, just needed to get it off my chest.