I did read the whole thing and found it quite interesting
Good job on the good job you did getting your good job!
Did you get any training on what to do or expect, in terms of follow up, if someone goes under the wheels?
Yeah. Theres a lot in place for it, basically you would stop, do an emergency call (which stops all trains in the local area) or an urgent call via the radio. Uour manager and relief will then come out to you and check how you are, drive you home.. You can then have some time off but it's upto you.
It's unlikely to happen to me in the first few years as i'll be max 15mph, someones goto be pretty suicidical to jump infront of a train that slow but it has happened. I like to think i'd be okay but you never know.. Just have to remember theres nothing you can do about it and that person wanted to die at that moment. I think i'd be more traumatised killing an innocent animal or child... but you don't know.
Interesting fact for you, our company which covers most of East Anglia has 29 suicides this year so far.. A top score apparently. We've had one train in depot that has to be burried between two other trains when it goes into service because the cab has caved in due to a person hitting it.. takes them a while to fix these things!