Forever alone

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I'm also known as faphammer on steam.
I play a lot of spaceship games to fill my time.

I can be a bit of a keyboard warrior but more out of frustration against the machines or at least against those that fail a moral check. Not a hater, no, more out of illness and unresolved rage than anything. Maybe my treatments will work I don't know but trying them anyway to find out, (at great financial expense I might add). I earn, I claim and own so that I can afford to do it.

My favourite warhammer 40k enemy is necrons and chaos space marines, favourite alliance is imperial guard and tau. Overwhelming firepower against the near invulnerable is my play style.

For those that know me, understand. For those that don't, a blank slate is also fine.

Born in Surrey and have relatives in Canada and Australia. I don't take any holidays out there as that is already committed to wellbeing activities.

Thanks for reading.
 
Welcome @mdagli1

Good to hear you've identified something you want to resolve and are taking action. Good luck.

relatives in Canada and Australia. I don't take any holidays out there as that is already committed to wellbeing activities.
If you ever feel up to it I recommend taking a trip. Autumn in Canada is beautiful and immensely good for your wellbeing.

E: I've only done that once, years ago, and it still sticks in my memory
 
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I might go to Canada again but my physical health really needs to improve before I do.

Copilot (the AI) has been quite inventive on solutions for switching between a negative to positive mindsets. Getting out of double binds and false choices. The splitting can be quite bad when stuck between fixing and prevention. Acceptance apparently is good for rebuilding boundaries.

Will keep poking away at it till I find a framework that will work for me.
 
Good to see you active here :)

The thread title is unfortunate to see. My close friend recently launched something to try and help grow new connections and social circles through games and such, he's a bit of a coach on it now. His website of you're interested
 
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