Hello all, how is everyone doing?

Normal things people take for granted like remembering what you had for breakfast or for me at the top of the stairs "hey that is a great subject to do a talk on for my vlog" me at the bottom of the stairs "uhm I know that I had a cool subject to talk about but it is gone", putting together flatpack furniture is always fun as I keep having to look at the instructions again and again.

It sucks and is made worse my consultant thinks because of my ADHD and Bipolar depression, So I try to concentrate on a tutorial in a new game while they are teaching me the controls but my ADHD makes me want to keep looking to the left at that really cool texture they used on a wall and my depression pipes in and does the equivalent of "what is the point, you won't remember it in 2 minutes, oh I know Paola plays the same game as you ask her about the controls....."

Morning :)

Not a bad day today looking forward to tomorrow and being able to order a new chair.

Ohh yay my vlog today you gave me a great idea for it and I am writing it here so I don't forget, "Appreciate your own body, your health because things can change really fast" and boy will you miss stuff like a good memory.
Yea, yours is a lot worse than mine.
I feel for you dude.
 
Well that was fun, I got together £500 bought myself an AKRacing chair, decided on that over Noble and others because the 5 year material and 10 year frame warranty being offered plus the Max version is really big and comfortable.

3 days after I get it my PC starts to die, see as a lot of you know my gaming/streaming/vlogging has become my therapy, it took me from near suicide to functional, from 5 different psych consultants, GP with me on suicide watch and Samaritans calling me weekly to check if I was still alive to one consultant 0 meds and he wants to do a paper on using technology and social environments online as a treatment.

My PC is overloaded I know that most computers can not handle the amount of USB peripherals mine does plus a single PC doing gaming + encoding live stream + 3 1080p Camera's + 24bit Mic.

I have begun my adventure into dual PC streaming, using my Wife's old PC to encode, record,+ deal with 99% of USB bandwidth, primary PC only has to run the game thus about 40% less load.

Need some extra parts and cables to pull it off.

Have done a Gofundme but I won't link it here, I have a few bits of tech I will see if I can sell all should be good but I only have a partially working setup atm.
 
Well that was fun, I got together £500 bought myself an AKRacing chair, decided on that over Noble and others because the 5 year material and 10 year frame warranty being offered plus the Max version is really big and comfortable.

3 days after I get it my PC starts to die, see as a lot of you know my gaming/streaming/vlogging has become my therapy, it took me from near suicide to functional, from 5 different psych consultants, GP with me on suicide watch and Samaritans calling me weekly to check if I was still alive to one consultant 0 meds and he wants to do a paper on using technology and social environments online as a treatment.

My PC is overloaded I know that most computers can not handle the amount of USB peripherals mine does plus a single PC doing gaming + encoding live stream + 3 1080p Camera's + 24bit Mic.

I have begun my adventure into dual PC streaming, using my Wife's old PC to encode, record,+ deal with 99% of USB bandwidth, primary PC only has to run the game thus about 40% less load.

Need some extra parts and cables to pull it off.

Have done a Gofundme but I won't link it here, I have a few bits of tech I will see if I can sell all should be good but I only have a partially working setup atm.

Please TRUST me or post a link - I would like to contribute.
 
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