Hi all,
I graduated last year at the age of 33 with a Business & Management degree (upper 2:1) from the OU and have since then been applying for roles in a wide range of sectors.
That wide range reflects just how scattered my focus is, as there are many fields that interest me in some way -- although none totally satisfies my interests, something I'm prepared to overlook just to get on.
Now 34 and considering how to upskill, including through learning coding from scratch -- something I'd rather not do given it's another unpaid learning process and renders my four years of study largely pointless -- I'm once again paralysed by analysis.
I really have no idea where to focus my efforts. I've tried roles in business analysis, finance, administration, marketing and strategy to no avail, orienting my CV each time to those fields as much as I can given my lack of professional experience in them (I worked in hospitality and pursued writing projects under my own steam in the years preceding my studies).
If an application within one of those fields had transpired positively I'd have just gone along with it and started a career within it. But nothing did so now I'm at a loss.
I also face the strange situation of being older and knowing myself well enough to know those jobs will leave me feeling like a fraud (as writing is what I'd rather be doing, but I finally have come to accept its place as a hobby, for now), and experiencing daily cognitive dissonance from applying for roles that aren't really me, even though I'm technically interested in them, and yet knowing I have no choice but to build a career.
I'm not really sure what advice I'm actually seeking. Both general life advice and career skills advice, I guess (not asking for much).
Anyway, appreciate your thoughts...
C
I graduated last year at the age of 33 with a Business & Management degree (upper 2:1) from the OU and have since then been applying for roles in a wide range of sectors.
That wide range reflects just how scattered my focus is, as there are many fields that interest me in some way -- although none totally satisfies my interests, something I'm prepared to overlook just to get on.
Now 34 and considering how to upskill, including through learning coding from scratch -- something I'd rather not do given it's another unpaid learning process and renders my four years of study largely pointless -- I'm once again paralysed by analysis.
I really have no idea where to focus my efforts. I've tried roles in business analysis, finance, administration, marketing and strategy to no avail, orienting my CV each time to those fields as much as I can given my lack of professional experience in them (I worked in hospitality and pursued writing projects under my own steam in the years preceding my studies).
If an application within one of those fields had transpired positively I'd have just gone along with it and started a career within it. But nothing did so now I'm at a loss.
I also face the strange situation of being older and knowing myself well enough to know those jobs will leave me feeling like a fraud (as writing is what I'd rather be doing, but I finally have come to accept its place as a hobby, for now), and experiencing daily cognitive dissonance from applying for roles that aren't really me, even though I'm technically interested in them, and yet knowing I have no choice but to build a career.
I'm not really sure what advice I'm actually seeking. Both general life advice and career skills advice, I guess (not asking for much).
Anyway, appreciate your thoughts...
C
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