I'm trying to think of a word

[Merlin5]

Hatgust

 

[wannabedamned]

grrr

 

[elitetrick]

self-deprecating

 

[Kanifee]

detested

 

[Pestilence]

In what context are you intending to use said word?

Loathing sounds appropriate.

 

[JBuk]

I'm getting the word "nonce "

 

[Cosimo]

I'm getting the word "nonce "

"Present time or child molester" just don’t fit what he is asking for.

 

[div0]

Disdain