Howzit all,
Well it's been a while since I was last one this forums. Good to see things are still in order here.
Well, let's start with things I just need to let out. You see I can't really tell my family members this or how exactly I am feeling of late. Mainly because I don't want the whole house knowing and the people who it concerns to know. Telling my Dad, means he'll tell his girlfriend of five years. She will then tell her sister, who's the mother of the girl I've been seeing for the last 4 months. So you see, I can't really tell them how I feeling on that matter.
Thing is I've been with, Tammy for 4 months. (My longest relationship yet) I love her and can't bear to loose her. I know she feels the exact same way about me, as I do about her. All good right? Yes, however we live far apart. And I only normally see her once a week or every two weeks. This hasn't really been a problem for me. However it's now starting to bug me a little. You see here's where my first problem starts. The way I see it, is I love her. And she is my world. But being about 50 - 60 Km/s from her, is a big down fall. So what are my options now I think? Well at this present moment, nothing. I don't want us to break up. So I will just put up with it for now. Long term options? Well once my car is 100% I can just drive to her place and see her a lot more. Maybe 3 times a week, which I will be happy with.
I really don't know why I am telling you guys this. I know you have better things to do then read this. But oh well.
I guess in this relationship with me and her, I still feel a little insecure. I've had a bad past with woman just up and leaving me. Usually happen with in a couple of weeks. And I'm still wondering why, Tammy chose to be with me. And why she loves me. I'm worried she's going to just wake up and stop loving me and decide to end it between us. I don't know. I think she's deferent. However I just have to wait and see how it goes really.
Maybe I've just typed this all out because I've now realised how much she actually means to me. And starting to really see things in a different light. Who knows?
There's other smaller issue's that has caused all this. I guess I'm just feeling really down. And at the moment I'm not sure how to handle this all. Life for me at the moment is a drag. It's slow and very predictable. I mean I get up and do the same thing day in and out, like clock work.
And maybe for 17 years of age, I'm worrying too much and should relax and just take life as it comes?
Who knows?
Sorry about this folks, just I really needed to vent some where. And get things off my chest. Flame me, lock the thread. Or post some useful replies.
Hope everyone's day has been better then mine.
Take care.
Robert.
Well it's been a while since I was last one this forums. Good to see things are still in order here.
Well, let's start with things I just need to let out. You see I can't really tell my family members this or how exactly I am feeling of late. Mainly because I don't want the whole house knowing and the people who it concerns to know. Telling my Dad, means he'll tell his girlfriend of five years. She will then tell her sister, who's the mother of the girl I've been seeing for the last 4 months. So you see, I can't really tell them how I feeling on that matter.
Thing is I've been with, Tammy for 4 months. (My longest relationship yet) I love her and can't bear to loose her. I know she feels the exact same way about me, as I do about her. All good right? Yes, however we live far apart. And I only normally see her once a week or every two weeks. This hasn't really been a problem for me. However it's now starting to bug me a little. You see here's where my first problem starts. The way I see it, is I love her. And she is my world. But being about 50 - 60 Km/s from her, is a big down fall. So what are my options now I think? Well at this present moment, nothing. I don't want us to break up. So I will just put up with it for now. Long term options? Well once my car is 100% I can just drive to her place and see her a lot more. Maybe 3 times a week, which I will be happy with.
I really don't know why I am telling you guys this. I know you have better things to do then read this. But oh well.
I guess in this relationship with me and her, I still feel a little insecure. I've had a bad past with woman just up and leaving me. Usually happen with in a couple of weeks. And I'm still wondering why, Tammy chose to be with me. And why she loves me. I'm worried she's going to just wake up and stop loving me and decide to end it between us. I don't know. I think she's deferent. However I just have to wait and see how it goes really.
Maybe I've just typed this all out because I've now realised how much she actually means to me. And starting to really see things in a different light. Who knows?
There's other smaller issue's that has caused all this. I guess I'm just feeling really down. And at the moment I'm not sure how to handle this all. Life for me at the moment is a drag. It's slow and very predictable. I mean I get up and do the same thing day in and out, like clock work.
And maybe for 17 years of age, I'm worrying too much and should relax and just take life as it comes?
Who knows?
Sorry about this folks, just I really needed to vent some where. And get things off my chest. Flame me, lock the thread. Or post some useful replies.
Hope everyone's day has been better then mine.
Take care.
Robert.
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