Motivation

Well I left school with good grades & had a future plan but unfortunately things happened & I sort of fell off the beaten bath, so to speak. Since then I guess I've let things get on top of me & instead of keep fighting through the crap to get back on track, I let the downfalls get the better of me. Now I feel I am stuck in a rut & at 22 that isn't the greatest of feelings.

On a plus side, the end of last year I decided enough was enough & it was time to try an improve on my failings & move past some of the obstacles that I've allowed to fall into place.

In trying to make a change last year, It was highlighted to me that one of my problems that I am trying to overcome, wasn't probably the sole cause of my unhappiness & lack of motivation but the fact I was likely mildly depressed was giving things that ever glum outlook. It's hard to admit to that in a way, but again I have actually took steps now into sorting that out too, I just want to keep myself motivated this year & coming years so I don't feel the way I do currently.

Now all I need is new job, more than 0-4hrs sleep most nights & to feel like I'm me again :p ... oh and to pass my driving test ;)
 
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