Night Owl - Thread

Fluffy white imbecile :D

This weekend has been rather good and it would be a shame for it to end so soon.

However all good things must come to an end, the sun will be up in an hour or two and its always a rather strange feeling drifting off to sleep as its getting lighter and lighter thru the window

If anyone is still up, how was your weekend?
 
Drinking coffee and listening to music, enjoying being awake too much to sleep. Oh, and I'm at work, nearly forgot that detail for a second!:eek::p
 
Just emerged from the cupboard under the stairs with a tank of (perhaps oddly) spooled film. The dog gave me the weirdest look :D

Now the question is, do i soup it now and risk making a mess of it or wait until morning (...and risk making a mess of it) :p
 
Doubting yourself? with regards to what? I hope you didn't let the other thread get you down, if you want to email me feel free, nothing wrong with feeling doubtful.

It's nothing to do with the discussion in the other thread no :)

Think its just the hormones talking if I'm honest, every now and then I hit like a pocket of cold air and everything seems very surreal and detached. Tonight I was struck by a sense of how absurd it was that I could live the rest of my life as a girl, but at the same time I was looking through some recent photos of me and could only see the image of a very happy, content person.

I struggled to match those images up to me and got a bit emotional about it. Well a lot actually.

Feeling a bit better now though, done my nails a quite ridiculously bright red, just waiting for the topcoat to dry, having a hot chocolate and going to bed :)
 
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It's nothing to do with the discussion in the other thread no :)

Think its just the hormones talking if I'm honest, every now and then I hit like a pocket of cold air and everything seems very surreal and detached. Tonight I was struck by a sense of how absurd it was that I could live the rest of my life as a girl, but at the same time I was looking through some recent photos of me and could only see the image of a very happy, content person.

I struggled to match those images up to me and got a bit emotional about it. Well a lot actually.

Feeling a bit better now though, done my nails a quite ridiculously bright red, just waiting for the topcoat to dry, having a hot chocolate and going to bed :)

I actually feel quite bad reading that :( even though you say its not because of the discussion.

Dont know what to say really, its difficult to to scale in theres a person, with real feelings on the other side of the screen, when "debating" on the net.

What i can say there are millions of people out there that WILL accept you for who you are, and you dont need any of "us" to live a happy life.

Even though you say you have a thick skin, im sure it will play on your mind to some degree, so im sorry if i said anything too brutal or insulting, which i did in the heat of the moment.
 
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Doubting yourself? with regards to what? I hope you didn't let the other thread get you down, if you want to email me feel free, nothing wrong with feeling doubtful.

hitting on a girl on OCUK, rofl.............................:D so blatant. Couldn't imagine you sending that message to a guy.
 
Just come home form town, need to stop spending all my money on booze and women seeming as i've quit my job and shaved off all my hair lawl.

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