Sorry to hear that, hope you feel better soon. The hotpants post always makes me lol every time I think about itI'm doing okay pal, I somehow completely missed the emails etc and haven't been particularly active on the forums as of late. By the time I realised it was already too late. I will say, around the end of November is always a difficult time of year for me but this year the anniversary of my Dad passing away hit me particularly hard. You guys could always send previously owned golden hotpants? Haha Euugghhhhhhh