William said:The fact that you want people to convince you not to go should be more than enough for you to realise that you don't want to go.
I have looked at it that way too but im thinking i am making the wrong decision by not joining, hence me asking in here. The reasons i backed down in those two occasion was - 1, Girllfriend intervened after seeing the death of Kenneth Bigley on a website. 2,Family pressure.
You know as a matter of fact, now i am confused.