Do not give up!
I have to commute too, even worse I go south 70 miles to a mates and 40 miles are on the A34 which is dull and boring but then I sometimes go the long route which it about 100 miles of twisties and fun times.
Local to me I go out after 4pm on a sunday and the roads are near enough empty, even saturdays can be good.
Oh and get out in the wet, take it easy and it will teach you a lot and get your confidance up but with enough reserve to stay safe enough.
I have been riding 1 year and 3 months and I have only recently got the good addiction of biking which for me came with more confidence.
I have to commute too, even worse I go south 70 miles to a mates and 40 miles are on the A34 which is dull and boring but then I sometimes go the long route which it about 100 miles of twisties and fun times.
Local to me I go out after 4pm on a sunday and the roads are near enough empty, even saturdays can be good.
Oh and get out in the wet, take it easy and it will teach you a lot and get your confidance up but with enough reserve to stay safe enough.
I have been riding 1 year and 3 months and I have only recently got the good addiction of biking which for me came with more confidence.