Soldato
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- 24 Apr 2006
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I can't wink.
I just look like an idiot when I try.
I think I almost have a phobia about this. It has been on my mind loads recently and books I have read always say the cause is something that happened in your childhood. The only thing I can put it down to, is my mother walking out of the family home one night when I was a kid and never coming back. She did say goodbye, but it was one I did not want to hear. I think somehow it has affected me. I get so bad at saying goodbye to friends, I regularly stay right to the end of the night / party, so there is less people to say goodbye to. It is really stupid thinking about it, but I cannot help it.![]()
Self-motivation.
I think I almost have a phobia about this. It has been on my mind loads recently and books I have read always say the cause is something that happened in your childhood. The only thing I can put it down to, is my mother walking out of the family home one night when I was a kid and never coming back. She did say goodbye, but it was one I did not want to hear. I think somehow it has affected me. I get so bad at saying goodbye to friends, I regularly stay right to the end of the night / party, so there is less people to say goodbye to. It is really stupid thinking about it, but I cannot help it.![]()
How is this?
You put the phone down first btw
I think I almost have a phobia about this. It has been on my mind loads recently and books I have read always say the cause is something that happened in your childhood. The only thing I can put it down to, is my mother walking out of the family home one night when I was a kid and never coming back. She did say goodbye, but it was one I did not want to hear. I think somehow it has affected me. I get so bad at saying goodbye to friends, I regularly stay right to the end of the night / party, so there is less people to say goodbye to. It is really stupid thinking about it, but I cannot help it.![]()
Short term memory is non-existent. And I'll be foreveralone.jpg.
Over complicating and & over thinking everything I do to the point of mental & physical overload.
I am also paranoid that I don't know how to do things. This can get so bad that I can be doing something whilst thinking that I can't do it..... I also get worried that unless I do something I will forget how to do it.
I also have trouble articulating what I am thinking into either the written form or the verbal form (example - I can picture the exact block diagram to a Radeon HD5870 in my mind, ask me to explain it and I will struggle despite knowing exactly what it looks like).
This has all occurred in the last 2-3 years but I can't pin point exactly what has caused it. It's almost like someone has flicked a switch and now I am like this.
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