I dont even know where to start replying to these.
Fox is right, I'm not here for sympathy, I was bored at work and decided to post.
What I earn isn't going to be disclosed on here as other collegues use this forum.
cableguy2003 was right when he guessed what happened in the crash
That car could easily be a result of a simple spin , front end hits tree car flips round etc.
Road conditions were dry.
The only reason I hit the tree's was because of an oncoming car, I was understearing horribly at 60, which was the speed limit of the road, and was entering the corner, and took my foot off to get back into my lane fully expecting lift off oversteer which I thought the stability control and myself could have coped with.
I had a choice in that spilt second.
Trees, or head on collision with another car...
I've always known in my head that if I ever had that decision I'd prefer to risk my own pocket and my own life and take the trees instead of possibly killing someone else completely innocent as well as myself.
Problem is when stability control kicked in the front end bit down and the whole car pivoted, I still think now that if TC was off I may have been able to hold it better...
Guess I'll never know...
And the car was the car I've always wanted, I wanted a brand new car, I've always wanted a celica ever since my mate had a modified gen 6 when I was younger, and when I found possibly the last Gen 7 GT on a forecourt anywhere in the world, in the exact colour I wanted, I did the math and worked out I could afford the finance and insurance and got it.
It had 60miles on it when I bought it.
But yeah, my math didnt include upkeep, I've done run's on santa pod on the same tyres that I crashed on, thats how they wore down in such a small amount of milage.
I'm gonna miss that car.
But end of the day, hands up, my fault for not maintaining it...