Basically.
I started at collage this September. And it is possibly the biggest mistake I've made so far in my little life. I'm doing a BND IT Practitioner course and it is the biggest load of tripe ever. The content is very very dull, I'm not learning anything. Half my lessons are based on those stupid IT buzz words and that really REALLY grinds my gears <insert family guy picture>.
Now, i really want to get away from it ASAP before i waste more time there, and money because it is costing me and my mum a lot of money.
But because of that i don't want to drop out into nothing. I want to do something.
I kinda like the idea of apprenticeship. The ones BT offers look really appealing to me but here's the biggest thing..
I've missed September. So that means I would have to wait for months and months and that is just totally unfair on my mum and I couldn't do nothing for months.
So I'm a bit stuck - i don't know what to do. Ideally i would like to dive into something right now but it looks like every apprenticeship starts in September (for obvious reasons).
If i could get a semi okay job (i mean I'm not picky but I'm not working at McD's) i could do that for a few months, until September i mean. But i just cannot get one.
I've applied for nearly 30 jobs recently and only got a response to one. Orange, long story but the position was filled before i even made it to interview.
And that's obviously because I'm a 17 lad, not great GCSE's. No previous experience. Nothing to my name - why would anyone want to employ me?
I'm really stuck and don't know what to do and its REALLY getting me down
Wish i could turn back time. heh.
I started at collage this September. And it is possibly the biggest mistake I've made so far in my little life. I'm doing a BND IT Practitioner course and it is the biggest load of tripe ever. The content is very very dull, I'm not learning anything. Half my lessons are based on those stupid IT buzz words and that really REALLY grinds my gears <insert family guy picture>.
Now, i really want to get away from it ASAP before i waste more time there, and money because it is costing me and my mum a lot of money.
But because of that i don't want to drop out into nothing. I want to do something.
I kinda like the idea of apprenticeship. The ones BT offers look really appealing to me but here's the biggest thing..
I've missed September. So that means I would have to wait for months and months and that is just totally unfair on my mum and I couldn't do nothing for months.
So I'm a bit stuck - i don't know what to do. Ideally i would like to dive into something right now but it looks like every apprenticeship starts in September (for obvious reasons).
If i could get a semi okay job (i mean I'm not picky but I'm not working at McD's) i could do that for a few months, until September i mean. But i just cannot get one.
I've applied for nearly 30 jobs recently and only got a response to one. Orange, long story but the position was filled before i even made it to interview.
And that's obviously because I'm a 17 lad, not great GCSE's. No previous experience. Nothing to my name - why would anyone want to employ me?
I'm really stuck and don't know what to do and its REALLY getting me down

Wish i could turn back time. heh.
